Braden learning to Walk Like an Egyptian
Chris swallowing her pride:)
Tirzah demonstrating how it's done
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Wii!
So for Christmas, my fam got together and bought me a Wii and Wii Fit board to take back with me to TZ. What they didn't realize is that a gift for me is a gift for Musoma, and Musoma is appreciating it. My first weekend back in town, the Gilmores came over and we all enjoyed it. Thanks Mary Grace, for introducing me to the game "Just Dance." Here are the pics of some crazy dancing taking place. (Oh, and the next weekend I went to the Gilmore's house and we played for approx. 7 hours...wow) A big thanks to the fam who got me this super fantastic gift!
Braden learning to Walk Like an Egyptian
Chris swallowing her pride:)
Tirzah demonstrating how it's done
Braden learning to Walk Like an Egyptian
Chris swallowing her pride:)
Tirzah demonstrating how it's done
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Perseverance and Courage
Some days I want to quit. Yes, I admit it. Some days I just think "what on earth am I doing here?" and want to hop on a plane and be someplace else. Today was one of those days. Not necessarily a bad day, but a truly tiring one. One that wears on you. One that makes you want to say "I quit," and the knowledge that before me lies a seemingly endless stream of days almost exactly like this one. Trials bring perseverance, perseverance character, and character hope. Isn't that what Scripture says?
A few weeks ago in Bible study we had a lesson on courage. Courage is looking at God, not at your circumstances. Courage is believing that God is bigger than you, and acting on that knowledge. Courage is a way of encountering your circumstances. We are called to encourage one another...to give one another courage. To strengthen and build each other up so that we can face whatever lies in our path. Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified or discouraged. Courage and perseverance, and trusting in God for them both.
O my Strength, I will sing praises to you,
for you, O God, are my fortress,
the God who shows me steadfast love.
Psalm 59:17
A few weeks ago in Bible study we had a lesson on courage. Courage is looking at God, not at your circumstances. Courage is believing that God is bigger than you, and acting on that knowledge. Courage is a way of encountering your circumstances. We are called to encourage one another...to give one another courage. To strengthen and build each other up so that we can face whatever lies in our path. Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified or discouraged. Courage and perseverance, and trusting in God for them both.
O my Strength, I will sing praises to you,
for you, O God, are my fortress,
the God who shows me steadfast love.
Psalm 59:17
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Holy Moses
This year I decided to use "The Daily Bible," a chronological Bible divided into day long chunks so you get through the whole thing in a year. So far so good. I'm happy to report that (by the grace of God) I am actually still on track with that. That puts me smack in the middle of Exodus at the moment.
Now, I've read Exodus before, and have read before how Moses responded to his call. He was scared. He felt inadequate. He wanted God to send someone else. I've definitely felt that way before and processed through a bit of it, but something new hit me this time. Moses did have very strong faith, but his faith was in his own weakness. He believed that his weakness was in some way stronger than the strength of God. He thought his weakness and inadequacy was so great, that somehow God couldn't overcome it. So really it's a matter of faith. It's a matter of believing that God is so powerful that my weakness and stupidity cannot possibly mess him up or throw him off his game. He is bigger.
Lately I've been struggling with seeing my own powerlessness and inadequacy. I've been fearful that the decisions I make will somehow ruin my life and potentially ruin the lives of others. My weakness could throw off God's great plan. Though I would never say such a thing, my attitude and fear was declaring that's what I actually believed. But God is bigger. His strength is infinitely greater than my weakness. And God uses my weaknesses and is glorified in them. What's more, he is a good and loving father. He is worthy of my faith and trust and loves me more than I can understand. So my challenge then is to walk ahead in courageous faith, faith that he is my strength and salvation, my fortress. Of whom shall I be afraid?
Now, I've read Exodus before, and have read before how Moses responded to his call. He was scared. He felt inadequate. He wanted God to send someone else. I've definitely felt that way before and processed through a bit of it, but something new hit me this time. Moses did have very strong faith, but his faith was in his own weakness. He believed that his weakness was in some way stronger than the strength of God. He thought his weakness and inadequacy was so great, that somehow God couldn't overcome it. So really it's a matter of faith. It's a matter of believing that God is so powerful that my weakness and stupidity cannot possibly mess him up or throw him off his game. He is bigger.
Lately I've been struggling with seeing my own powerlessness and inadequacy. I've been fearful that the decisions I make will somehow ruin my life and potentially ruin the lives of others. My weakness could throw off God's great plan. Though I would never say such a thing, my attitude and fear was declaring that's what I actually believed. But God is bigger. His strength is infinitely greater than my weakness. And God uses my weaknesses and is glorified in them. What's more, he is a good and loving father. He is worthy of my faith and trust and loves me more than I can understand. So my challenge then is to walk ahead in courageous faith, faith that he is my strength and salvation, my fortress. Of whom shall I be afraid?
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Blog Resolution
Yes I know, I know. I haven’t posted anything for like 3 months. But all that is about to change…at least, I hope so. I am planning to put forth a concerted effort to make some kind of update to this blog no less than once a week. So for those of you who have completely given up checking this blog, I beg you for one more chance. One more chance to make things right. And for those of you who are actually reading this now, I’m going to reward you with some pictures from this Christmas break, which for those of you who don’t know, was spent with my amazing family (including the new baby Claire) and my super boyfriend Johnny. See what you think, leave comments, and I might even be inspired to do a few more updates this week. (I even have a few planned already) So, let’s see what the year holds.
The kids meeting Claire for the first time
Yay! Finally, a little sister. Everyone knows little sisters are simply the best.
Me with all my kids! I love this
David attacking Doo-Dad...he attacks often
Caroline and David with new baby Claire
Bevy with all the grandkids...what fun (you can tell that Owen especially is having a blast)
Mary Grace, Andrew, Johnny and I all took off one night for dessert. Yay for living in a place that has restaurants!
Johnny and I sporting our Christmas colors (unplanned)
Out for a hike in Kentucky...so nice to hike again!
Finally, an actual date. After nearly 8 months apart, it was great to get dressed up for a night on the town. Dinner and a movie, simple but wonderful (not to mention the excellent tie).
The kids meeting Claire for the first time
Yay! Finally, a little sister. Everyone knows little sisters are simply the best.
Me with all my kids! I love this
David attacking Doo-Dad...he attacks often
Caroline and David with new baby Claire
Bevy with all the grandkids...what fun (you can tell that Owen especially is having a blast)
Mary Grace, Andrew, Johnny and I all took off one night for dessert. Yay for living in a place that has restaurants!
Johnny and I sporting our Christmas colors (unplanned)
Out for a hike in Kentucky...so nice to hike again!
Finally, an actual date. After nearly 8 months apart, it was great to get dressed up for a night on the town. Dinner and a movie, simple but wonderful (not to mention the excellent tie).
Saturday, October 23, 2010
New Stuff!
I've recently added some stuff to my house that makes me very happy. Today I acquired my third piece of furniture here that is now residing in our hallway. The hall used to feel very big and empty, but is now serving a dignified purpose. I can finally keep my towels and sheets not in my bedroom, and the other cabinet serves very well for kitchen overflow (since we don't actually have a pantry. I had an idea of what I wanted, and then went to the IKEA website, and found pretty much exactly what I had drawn as an idea. So I printed that out, complete with measurements, and took it to our local carpenter. Though it took him a few weeks longer than originally planned, with some prodding he was able to get it done. And now it is in my hallway and gorgeous. I'm looking at it and admiring as I write. Yay.
I also recently got some curtains made. My previous curtains were floor length and, dare I say it, ugly. Not that hideous kind of ugly that is unbearable, but rather a more gentle ugliness that you gradually become accustomed to, then occasionally really look at it and say, "Wow, that is really ugly. How have I lived with that for so long?" Besides which, it did not go with my bedspread at all. But now, through many trips to the used clothing market (though all these trips were unsuccessful) and the luck of a friend buying fabric that ended up not working (thanks Lyndy!) and a visit to a fishing shop to buy sail cloth for the lining (even though I apparently bought the wrong kind) and the work of Mama Sophia, after 9 months of ugly curtains, I finally have some curtains that I love. My room looks bigger and much lighter, and that makes me very very happy.
I also recently got some curtains made. My previous curtains were floor length and, dare I say it, ugly. Not that hideous kind of ugly that is unbearable, but rather a more gentle ugliness that you gradually become accustomed to, then occasionally really look at it and say, "Wow, that is really ugly. How have I lived with that for so long?" Besides which, it did not go with my bedspread at all. But now, through many trips to the used clothing market (though all these trips were unsuccessful) and the luck of a friend buying fabric that ended up not working (thanks Lyndy!) and a visit to a fishing shop to buy sail cloth for the lining (even though I apparently bought the wrong kind) and the work of Mama Sophia, after 9 months of ugly curtains, I finally have some curtains that I love. My room looks bigger and much lighter, and that makes me very very happy.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
things i miss
I miss eating meat that’s really tender
I miss changes in the weather…real ones
I miss autumn
I miss weekend visits to my sister’s in Arkansas
I miss coffee shops with free wireless
I miss ice cream
I miss feeling free to go out at night
I miss dressing up for stuff and feeling pretty
I miss going to church in English
I miss living in a house with 4 girls and a pit-bull
I miss swing dancing
I miss Target
I miss my family
I miss the library
I miss understanding what’s going on around me
and knowing what’s expected of me
Yet with all the things I miss,
the food, the places, the people,
the end of the matter
is that God has brought me here.
Jesus said, "Truly, I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or lands, for my sake and for the gospel, who will not receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and lands, with persecutions, and in the age to come eternal life.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Last Week
Last week...what a week it was. Some highs and some serious lows. Serious horrible lows. But definite positive moments, and definitely a learning experience. I'm actually quite glad I've let a few days pass before writing this post, so the good things about the week stand out clear and strong.
Last week was our first in a series of workshops. These workshops are designed to begin to establish writers in the local languages both to produce literature, and hopefully someday be literacy teachers as well. The initial workshop is one week long, with a followup workshop later this fall. Eight languages in all will go through this series, eventually nine hopefully. We had two different language groups come in this last week, 5 people for each group.
This was my first time to teach for long sessions in Swahili, and with people who are not working for our organization. I was nervous, but excited. The first day seemed to go very well. I was pleased with my group and at my ability to generally communicate in Swahili. It felt so good to be teaching again. Though I quickly realized there were many things I hadn't thought through, and many things I could do better, I was still having a blast.
Day two things came to a head with money and communication issues. Money is always a difficult and tricky subject here, and no one I know has come up with a formula for making everyone happy with the decisions they make about money. Without getting into details, I'll simply say that a disagreement about money took place, followed by miscommunication and hurt feelings. And I was stuck in the middle, and it was awful, and I was hurt. I started crying at about 2:30 in the afternoon and then didn't stop until I went to bed at around 9:30. I wanted to leave.
The progressive days improved, and by the end I felt like things were much much better. I loved the people in my group and felt like I built some good relationships there. I look forward to working with them in the future.
At the ending ceremony, one of our administrators told the story of the lion and the mouse, and how we might be small and few, but we are like that mouse, intently nibbling away at the bonds that hold down so many in our region. We are small, but we are bearing the Truth, and the Truth has power beyond measure. And yet last week, I also saw the power of the Enemy. I saw his intent to discourage, harm, break relationships, create distrust, and sow seeds of disunity. I realized fresh that the work we are doing is important, and an act of warfare in the spiritual realm.
All of that to say, I beg you for your prayers. Many around me are fighting physical, relational, and emotional battles, all of which are related to the spiritual. Please pray for us here, missionaries and Tanzanians alike, that we will walk in unity as the body of Christ, and that the schemes of our Enemy will not stand. We have two more workshops coming up the next two weeks. Please pray for these.
And to close, here's a picture I love of me with the group I worked with. We're picking out pictures to go with a story they wrote which I was able to print up for them. That indeed was a joy.
Last week was our first in a series of workshops. These workshops are designed to begin to establish writers in the local languages both to produce literature, and hopefully someday be literacy teachers as well. The initial workshop is one week long, with a followup workshop later this fall. Eight languages in all will go through this series, eventually nine hopefully. We had two different language groups come in this last week, 5 people for each group.
This was my first time to teach for long sessions in Swahili, and with people who are not working for our organization. I was nervous, but excited. The first day seemed to go very well. I was pleased with my group and at my ability to generally communicate in Swahili. It felt so good to be teaching again. Though I quickly realized there were many things I hadn't thought through, and many things I could do better, I was still having a blast.
Day two things came to a head with money and communication issues. Money is always a difficult and tricky subject here, and no one I know has come up with a formula for making everyone happy with the decisions they make about money. Without getting into details, I'll simply say that a disagreement about money took place, followed by miscommunication and hurt feelings. And I was stuck in the middle, and it was awful, and I was hurt. I started crying at about 2:30 in the afternoon and then didn't stop until I went to bed at around 9:30. I wanted to leave.
The progressive days improved, and by the end I felt like things were much much better. I loved the people in my group and felt like I built some good relationships there. I look forward to working with them in the future.
At the ending ceremony, one of our administrators told the story of the lion and the mouse, and how we might be small and few, but we are like that mouse, intently nibbling away at the bonds that hold down so many in our region. We are small, but we are bearing the Truth, and the Truth has power beyond measure. And yet last week, I also saw the power of the Enemy. I saw his intent to discourage, harm, break relationships, create distrust, and sow seeds of disunity. I realized fresh that the work we are doing is important, and an act of warfare in the spiritual realm.
All of that to say, I beg you for your prayers. Many around me are fighting physical, relational, and emotional battles, all of which are related to the spiritual. Please pray for us here, missionaries and Tanzanians alike, that we will walk in unity as the body of Christ, and that the schemes of our Enemy will not stand. We have two more workshops coming up the next two weeks. Please pray for these.
And to close, here's a picture I love of me with the group I worked with. We're picking out pictures to go with a story they wrote which I was able to print up for them. That indeed was a joy.
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